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this river only brings poison (20th anniversary edition)

by dakota suite

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    - Edition Of 300
    - 2 x Vinyl LP
    - 140g Black Vinyl
    - Spined Sleeve 5mm, b/w
    - Printed Innersleeve
    - Sealed
    - Postcard

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Skies are blue, but everything seems to be grey And you seem so lost, inside these walls you have made But I guess that it really is true Everything lost can be found Why lie on the ground Just get up I feel your skin, every time that you move And I feel the place, you put the glass to your skin But I guess that it really is true Everything lost can be found Why lie on the ground Just get up What will I do, when all I have is my loss And it’s all my fault, that all our memories are dark But I guess that it really is true Everything lost can be found Why lie on the ground Just get up Why can’t you Won’t you please Get up
2.
Sometimes I feel alone and all I want is you I remember when we wept for what we knew I know that you are holding me But I am wearing out I remember when you said “set me free” I set you free I know that you love me, but sometimes its just not enough And I can’t forget how I swore I’d never let you go And broke your heart I broke your heart
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There’s a part of me that you would not recognise I am going to let you down And I know now that everything I do, will tear you down And I know you see now You know what we have lost I feel for you, I try to keep you here somewhere in my reach And I love you so But I can’t do anything about The things that I have done To you oh no I feel so low oh no I know you love all of me But sometimes it’s just not enough Such a difference between What I dream about and what really’s really there
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verdriet 02:43
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I need a chandelier so when love fades I know, it will glitter all the time All the time I am sinking, I am drowning This water doesn’t care It just keeps on going Like your silence I can feel you when the light fades You were outside planting things in the garden While our life falls apart and I can’t remember When I last made you smile You don’t deserve this I wish I was dead I wish I was dead
7.
I broke my vows to you That I wouldn’t love someone else I broke your heart I dim you shadow I want to fall and never rise again I know you want everything, that I can’t give Now you know a breeze blows me away. I broke my vows to you That I wouldn’t love someone else Oh will you go or will you stay forever, Now you know Oh will you go or will you stay forever, Now now we know That I broke my vows to you That I wouldn’t love someone else I broke your heart I dim your shadow
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I only wanted to live and not to die And I feel sick I know you love me but sometimes it just not enough To heal my pain We were together for the things we know now And it makes me cry You can’t hurt me more You can’t hurt me more You can’t hurt me more Than you already have Than you already have There is a place in me That you won’t recognise And I know I will let you down I know you love me but sometimes its just not enough To heal my pain You can’t hurt me more You can’t hurt me more You can’t hurt me more Than you already have Than you already have
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Everytime you fall back down I wish you well Everytime you fall back down I wish you well But you’re not my kind But you’re not my kind I run my finger down your scar And if only I didn’t have to think about what is going to happen to you Happen to you And I know, you spread your dreams beneath my feet And I know, I gave you promises, That I did not keep Everywhere you go, I am sure you will find Everywhere you go, I am sure you will find It’s better than this, But you won’t be mine And I know, you spread your dreams beneath my feet And I know, I gave you promises, That I did not keep And you know And you know This is not enough
11.
I can tell that you are blind, because if you could see, What lay ahead You would cry And I know You are trying to save me But all you do is say Take your thoughts, to the river Take your feelings, to the sea And watch them float away watch them float away I can tell that you are blind, because if you could see, What lay ahead You would cry And all I can do is dim my shadow But all you do is say But all you do is say Take your thoughts, to the river Take your feelings, to the sea And watch them float away watch them float away
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I’m afraid to ask if you thought this was All there was would you hate the life you lost I love you so, but I can’t do anything about the things that I have done So I let them cut me deep inside While still the world goes on and on
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love gun 06:54
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stedelijk 04:59
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about

»This River Only Brings Poison« was released in 2002 as the sixth full-length album of Chris Hooson’s Dakota Suite project. This first-ever vinyl edition of the record includes four bonus pieces and makes it possible for fans to re-evaluate one of the most crucial Dakota Suite albums in the project’s vast discography while also providing new listeners with an entry point into its intricate musical cosmos. With contributions by artists as diverse as steel guitarist Bruce Kaphan and drummer Tim Mooney from American Music Club, Derald Daugherty, and Laura and Chris Donohue as well as long-time collaborators such as David Buxton, Colin Dunkley or Ed Collins, »This River Only Brings Poison« turned out as a sonically rich and stylistically versatile as it is emotionally multi-layered.

»Writing music for me has always been a cathartic exercise,« explains Hooson. While the instrumental pieces generally serve to express a raw sense of his internal struggles, his vocal-led songs communicate them more directly. »Those are the words I cannot say openly. It’s not that I cannot voice them in a conversation, it’s just that they only seem half-formed and not ›true‹ unless they are located within a song,« he says. What makes Dakota Suite unique is that throughout the project’s history, the music and lyrics have always had a single addressee: Hooson’s wife Johanna, whose photographs were used for the album artwork and who is featured on clarinet on »sand fools the shoreline.«

»The title of the record was something that I had said when Johanna and I first met to make her see that the journey she was considering taking would be full of love, but also come at a cost,« explains Hooson. »The songs were written at a time when I was really struggling to think I could be the person that she deserved.« In the end however, »This River Only Brings Poison« marked a turning point in Hooson’s oeuvre after highly productive time with Dakota Suite: it would take another five years until he returned with a new album. »The reason for that was that I needed to accept that she had made her choice to be with me and that was a big thing for me to get my head around,« he says.

Hooson’s highly personal approach to writing songs also has an impact on the ways in which he works with his collaborators when recording them. »The people with whom I play really need to understand how I perceive the world to be able to play what I need,« he says. »My instructions would always be things like, ›This is what the song means to me, this is what I am trying to communicate to Johanna when she hears it, so your cello, for example, needs to sound like you have noticed that the cloud is covering the sun, and the weight of the air on your skin is heavier and it has unsettled you.‹«

For this particular record, he reached out to Mooney and Kaphan as an admirer of their group American Music Club. Expecting to be rejected, he instead found himself on a flight to San Francisco together with multi-instrumentalist Buxton shortly thereafter, about to make what he today calls one of his most cherished recording experiences. After the four musicians finished the basic tracks, overdubs were added in Hooson and Buxton’s respective houses as well as Daugherty’s home studio while Hooson was visiting his old friend in Nashville.

Hooson emphasises that revisiting his older releases can be complicated. »I feel intense feelings, as every record is a diary of who I was in that period and what I was feeling. That is why having to play the songs live is always like having PTSD: I need to re-experience the event that caused me to write the song, and I do not enjoy that.« He remains, however, proud of »This River Only Brings Poison,« pointing especially to the opener »the lepers companion« as what might perhaps be his favourite song of his. »But overall I just hope that Johanna feels it spoke to her,« he says, adding that the two do not discuss his records. »For me it's enough that she is listening to the things I mean to communicate to her.«

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credits

released September 29, 2023

chris hooson - acoustic guitar, electric guitar & vocal
david buxton - bass guitar, electric guitar, organ,
piano, harmonium & fender rhodes
tim mooney - drums
recorded at various houses in san francisco, nashville & leeds

with
ed collins - trumpet & flugelhorn
derri daugherty - electronic ambience
chris donohue - double bass
laura donohue - harmony vocal
colin dunkley - piano & cello
richard formby - bowed glockenspiel
& electric guitar on stedelijk
nick hawley - triangle
dave herringshaw - piano on love gun
johanna hooson - clarinet
bruce kaphan - pedal steel
john shepherd - drums on sand fools the shoreline and love gun

songs composed by
chris hooson - 1-4, 6-13
david buxton - 4,5, 8 & 13
richard formby - 16
paul stanley - 15
engineered by derri daugherty, bruce kaphan, richard formby & dylan magierek
mixed by derri daugherty & bruce kaphan

vinyl master, digital re-master and mastercut by mike grinser at manmade mastering, berlin

photography by johanna hooson
design by chris hooson

for johanna
these hallways of our journey
littered with our gathered things
this wild hearted song
reminding me
of how total my love for you is
and always will be

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dakota suite Leeds, UK

Formed in Leeds during a particularly melancholy 1996, Chris Hooson and David Buxton have set about making both singer songwriter and ambient / cinematic soundscapes since the beginning.

They do this with varying degrees of success.

The band has toured with only slight vigour across Europe and Japan. The music of Dakota Suite has featured in mainstream cinema, art house cinema and also TV.
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